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Every Damn Year




Every year around this time I start getting this little ache inside my chest. It kind of feels like you're homesick for someone who isn't there. As my mom's birthday approaches I start feeling homesick for her. I wish I could say that living life without her gets easier but it doesn't; in all reality I've learned to live with the dull ache that comes in waves. 

I would give anything to have her here again. 

Missing my mom comes in waves. 

And today I'm drowning.


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