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Two Weeks

I cannot tell you how much I am looking forward to my day off tomorrow. Seriously, though. Even if I've only worked 3 days this week so far, I am so tired of dealing with customers and co-workers and just people in general. I need to sleep and be myself for a few hours. 

The friend I'm staying with this week is so kind and sweet. She has been treating me pretty much as one of her children, which I totally love. She's cooked dinner pretty much every night since I've been here and every morning I've gone into work, she makes sure that I've at least taken a banana and a slice of homemade wheat bread with homemade jam for breakfast. It has been bliss. I don't know how I'm going to survive staying with my co-worker for the last 2 and half weeks of my time here in Oregon. I'm glad that I have both women in my life. They just have two completely different ways of life. 

But I'm ready to go home. 

Weird.

Utah = home now. Home is where the heart is, right? As crazy as my family dynamics were/are, that is where my heart lies. A HUGE part of my soul and heart will miss being so close to the beach. I seriously have not gone to the beach nearly as much as I've liked to since being here in Oregon, but I'm hoping for at least 2 more trips to the beach. One with my friends and one with my brother and his family. I'm so excited to hang out with my nieces and nephew again. so. excited! 

Life is moving too fast and not fast enough at the moment. I want the next 2 weeks at work to go quickly, but I know that I'm going to miss my friends/co-workers. I'd be remiss if I didn't say that I'm a little sad about leaving them. Maybe, when my life is a little more in order, I'll come back. I am promising myself that I need to come back for a visit next year in the fall. 

Anyway. It is time for me to keep on detoxing on facebook. I have spent less than an hour on facebook and facebook related games in the past 5 days. 

I'm pretty impressed with myself.

: )

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