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If you would just realize what I just realized...

1. I've come to realize that my job...
is kind of boring. Oh the waiting! But alas, I get to people watch as they walk by to and from class and lunch.

2. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I think too much and oft times talk to myself when I'm trying to make decisions. That's what I do. I make my best decisions while driving.

3. I've come to realize that I need...
to finish my education and get out of Utah.

4. I've come to realize that I have lost...
a lot of good opportunities to grow and learn because i was scared.

5. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
people say they're going to do something and don't.

6. I've come to realize that what's most important...
is that I need to take care of me before I help anyone else.

7. I've come to realize that money...
sucks

8. I've come to realize that certain people...
just don't understand when they have a good thing.

9. I've come to realize that I'll always be....
wanting more. More from myself, from other people.

10. I've come to realize that I'm in love with....
knowledge.

11. I've come to realize that my mom...
is irreplaceable. My role model of who I ultimately want to be.

12. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
has left no mystery. I know who's calling and I know if I can ignore them.

13. I've come to realize, when I woke up this morning....
that I'm getting too old to have late nights and early mornings. I don't have the energy for it anymore.

14. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
I need a real career. A real life. Something that will challenge me in my skills and abilities.

15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about....
how much I'd rather be outside and living somewhere else.

16. I've come to realize that my dad....
is getting better with age. That he cares and wants to be part of my life.

17. I've come to realize that today ...
is more than half over.

18. I've come to realize that tonight....
will be a nice night to go bike riding and take pictures of the Provo River trail.

19. I've come to realize that tomorrow...
will be another day closer to when my rent and bills are due. Another day closer to being another day poorer.

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