A Little ♥ and Soul

1. I've come to realize that my job... is kind of boring. Oh the waiting! But alas, I get to people watch as they walk by to and from class and lunch. 2. I've come to realize that when I'm driving... I think too much and oft times talk to myself when I'm trying to make decisions. That's what I do. I make my best decisions while driving. 3. I've come to realize that I need... to finish my education and get out of Utah. 4. I've come to realize that I have lost... a lot of good opportunities to grow and learn because i was scared. 5. I've come to realize that I hate it when... people say they're going to do something and don't. 6. I've come to realize that what's most important... is that I need to take care of me before I help anyone else. 7. I've come to realize that money... sucks 8. I've come to realize that certain people... just don't understand when they have a good thing. 9. I've come to realize that I'll always b...

I'm sitting at work listening to my Los Lonely Boys CD. They sing in Spanish and, of course, English. I like it a lot. ..."'Cause i only want to be with you. The only girl i see is you, baby and nobody else!." Anyhow, my appendages are cold. The ac is on too high and I'm not completely sure if I have control of the temperature. I haven't found the thermostat yet. No one has come in today and I have a bajillion phones to take inventory of. I should probably work on that. My attention span isn't cooperating today. I think it's because I'm so cold. The cold is making my shoulder ache. Maybe it's because I slept on it wrong last night. Speaking of sleep. I haven't gotten used to the fact that I have to open the store at 9am. I know it's been less than a month since I quit the gas station at which I had to be there at 9am everyday; but still. I've gotten used to staying up late - as in 2 or 3am - and not having to wake up till 10 or 11am...

It's the middle of August and I'm looking forward to the downward spiral of the end of the year activities. School. Labor Day. House Dance Party with new roommates. Veterans Day. Voting on Election Day. The official day of Fall. Halloween. Thanksgiving. Christmas. Kwanzaa. Boxing Day. New Year's. I'm telling you: I'm excited! I love holidays. So maybe I don't celebrate Kwanzaa or Boxing Day, but I know people who do and they often give me presents just for the sheer fact that it's a holiday. The closer I get to the family centered holidays, the more excitement that builds up and eventually bubbles over. I'm a big fan of holidays.

There were TONS of these little yellow and purple flowers surrounding our campground. It was pretty awazing. This is the view behind my tent on the 2nd day...I think? The sunset was amazing!

I feel like the winds of change are at a slight breeze. Things need a little shaking up in my life. True, I did just move into a new place and it's amazing. Truly and honestly, best place for me right now. Although, I am slightly concerned about making rent every month. But I think that once I start full time at the Provo store, things will somehow balance out. I hope. I'm hoping that things will change for the better. I feel more hopeful than I did before when I was living at Jake's place. Maybe it's just the old addage of things will change when you're ready for them to change. I don't think I was ready before. Sad to say, I think I was comfortable in my misery. Anyway, it's the end of the work day and I must catch the bus before it leaves me behind. Good night, dear reader!