A Little ♥ and Soul

What I was doing 10 years ago... Getting ready for my senior year and going crazy with EFY crap and Girls Camp crap and just angsty teenagery stuff in general. What is on my to-do list... 1] Sleep. 2] Clean room/house 3] Finish The 10th Kingdom. What are 3 habits of mine... 1] pulling faces 2] drumming my fingers 3] stuttering when I get excited about something. Things you might not know about me... 1] I am a compulsive book series reader. It doesn't matter if the book sucks, I HAVE to know what happens in the end. 2] I get all weird when a cute guy winks at me. I don't know what to do... 3] I secretly like being cold. 4 TV shows/movies that I love... 1] Little Women 2] The X-files 3] The Office 4] Ugly Betty 4 Jobs that I have had... 1] Gas n' Go lackey 2] Book Baron sales clerk 3] Albertsons 4] Maceys 4 Favorite books that I've read... 1] Spiderwick Chronicles 2] Narnia Chronicles 3] The Light of the Oracle 4] Book of Mormon 5 Places that I've lived... 1. East Roc...

...are happiness. and today i am happy. go here to watch banana pancakes by jack johnson.

So, I'm sitting on the floor at my brother's right now. I have come to know for myself, that hardwood floors are not conducive to comfortable seating. I think my behind has gone numb. :-/ Anyway, I went to my 2nd cousin's funeral today in Salt Lake. I didn't actually get a chance to meet the little guy. He died 3 days after he was born in North Carolina. I was planning on being all stoic and whatnot, but I ended up crying anyway. It brought back old feelings. Well, semi old feelings about what I felt when my mom died. True, losing a child is probably far worse than losing a parent just by sheer fact that parents are supposed to leave this mortal existence before their children but nonetheless, the feelings have to be almost the same. I don't know what it'd be like to lose a child after 3 days of having him here on earth in the flesh. I do know what it's like to see a parent waste away from a cruel, unforgiving disease. Having family members die, or people ...